When the pandemic first started I felt fairly clear about its connection to spirit - it seemed it had come to teach us to slow down, to connect again to the earth - and so with that I felt a certain peace about it. (See past 6 posts). But as the pandemic continues on, and on, and on, and on with no apparent end in sight, I like so many grow weary. I am sad that we cannot learn better and prevent so many deaths. I grieve for all the people who have lost loved ones, and how have lost jobs. I'm saddened for the young people who graduate without graduations, or cannot start schools or careers or even hold a marriage ceremony.
As I start to notice that it is about impossible to start anything or even complete anything for that matter, I begin to puzzle at Spirits intention for the length of this? Have we not slowed down enough? My daughter wrote an amazing poem about the 6 feet of distance, and the 6 degrees of separation and the ways in which these two things teach us that we are all intricately connected to each other. https://www.facebook.com/sara.grendon/videos/3637330776281070
As I complained to a Friend about the endless of this experience she replied: apparently we are not done learning. And I realized she is right. If we are suppose to learn that everyone on the planet is intimately connected to all other lives - tethered in a web of life to which we all depend and to which we all impact....then we have not yet learned it. The masks are not to protect ourselves but to protect others and yet we cannot yet embrace that we have a sacred responsibility to each other to protect each other. Some people are still working on the chapter of believing that science is truth - still struggling how to know that this experience is true. But for the vast majority that believe it true we still have yet to learn how to honor our connection to each other.
So I guess we shall be held neither moving forward or backwards till we can learn that we are all connected.